People never judge me right. And it makes me so sad in myself. Why can't I fucking be true to someone enough for them to know me? But then on the other hand, why can't they care enough to see I'm just faking it all? Obviously, I need to stop being this person. But I can't. Because as soon as I start being who I really am....everyone starts to look at me weird. I feel outcasted. I feel...guilty. And I revert back. This is why I want to move. This is why I want a new start. People need to stop calling me "nice" or "kind." I'm not. You don't know half the things I really think about you. Yea, I apologize all the time, why? Because you're not fucking willing to. So I'd rather take the blame, because I know somehow, it gets traced to me anyway. If you're one of my close friends, you guys know who I am. So this won't ever apply to you.
Mar 4, 2011
exactly what i thought
People never judge me right. And it makes me so sad in myself. Why can't I fucking be true to someone enough for them to know me? But then on the other hand, why can't they care enough to see I'm just faking it all? Obviously, I need to stop being this person. But I can't. Because as soon as I start being who I really am....everyone starts to look at me weird. I feel outcasted. I feel...guilty. And I revert back. This is why I want to move. This is why I want a new start. People need to stop calling me "nice" or "kind." I'm not. You don't know half the things I really think about you. Yea, I apologize all the time, why? Because you're not fucking willing to. So I'd rather take the blame, because I know somehow, it gets traced to me anyway. If you're one of my close friends, you guys know who I am. So this won't ever apply to you.
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