second opportunity

hmmm... now no need of getting shocked after reading this title...
really it seems really diffrent or tacky...
but ya honestly spaking i got a second n last chance to start over new...
its a very long story.. but without taking ya precious time ill tell u in short.

from childhood i never ever felt in love except ma mother...
even if i felt in love with any girl it was not more than u can say mm 5-10 min
but a year ago...it happened which never had never happened b4...
i felt in love with ma kind of girl n this time i was damm serious.
we both were really a quit happy... n wanted to spend our rest of life with each other...
i loved her as no one loved to any one... so deeply..so widely... so high...dat even if i write a novel it would be too small...
we tooked promises with each other to never leave each other at any critical moment of of our life...
everything was going smoothly..until 25th june 2009...
dat day ma world went upside down.
dat day was our last of relation...
it broked away.. breaking ma heart into countless pieces...
dat was the very day from wen i stopped laughing/ smiling...
dat was the day from wen i stopped for ma studies....
dat day was the day wen she broked all ma promises...
dat was the i stopped loving n trusting to anyone in this world...
but i never left trying... i tried even i gott defeated..
i thought dat if some one loves some one so deeply so truly it comes back to u...
but after few months i realized dat it was completly futile to waste ma time m energy...
i was all alone..
as i lost all ma concentration over studies i was always lagging behind every student in ma class... d reason was only one.. dat i felt in love with a girl who never knew its meaning...
you can say dat i almost lost in ma life...
all ma dreams were drowning in the sea of ma sorrow n tears...
i lost ma self confidence to do anything in ma life....till i got a new friend of same name n city as of ma so called ex g.f.
as time passed i was overcoming with ma situation..
my burdens were healing up...
slowly a ray of hope had popped up n i went back to ma studies...
but again it was to late coz my exams were on some countable days n it was not possible to cover the entire portion of ma year i just those few days...
i was realizing dat im going in drop this year...
my dream of doing m.b.a in 2012 flied away..
so decided to take a sharp n too difficult road...
but no i was happy with ma decision...
so ma parents suggested me to do engg from aurangabad college so there was no use going in dat college as i went crossed during ma academic year because of some reasons....
but during ma dis journey i learnt a lot, which i dont think dat i wud have learnt i ma life so early...
i thanx to ma ex g.f. because of which i learnt everything because she was ma very mistake of ma life dat i ever did..loving her which she was not deserving..n as the saying goes on if u want to increase ur rate of success just double ur rate of failure...
my best friend(idiot,kunal,nikita) for constantly encouraging me....
n idiot is the one without her it was not possible for me to overcome from ma past... even the word thanks is just like a small stone infront of mount everest...
now i got ready to face any situation in ma life happyly n enthusiastically... to make n learn from new mistakes...
n thanks for reading ma blog.. seee u soon.