rather than learning from others mistakes try to learn from ur own.....it will teach u lot

hahaha...
1 more f@#king day
today was the day which happened first in my life..
today i stood for mr.P.D.V.V.P which i never did it b4.
i was confident (dat its so simple to give ur intro and reply answers to each q's asked by judges) wen i was sitting in audience any watching others on the stage introducing themselves ...
i was wholly prepared to each q And my intro(what to say after what)....
but i was not knowing dat life gonna f@#k me so soon and greatly...coz wen my name was announced my brain became totally blank.. i forgot everything which i practiced wen i was sitting in audience..
wen i was giving my intro i was just wondering here and there and thinking what to say And what not..
after dat there was a topic selection
i got the q' WHAT ARE UR FIVE STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESS.....
so i took the mike and went back to my original position and said to judges that im not gonna tell my weaknesses (As we shou;d not let people know r weak pts , And we should not say negative on stage)
so the remaing part of the q' was what r ur 5 strenghts
And look at me i gave the ans for FROM WHERE DO I GET STRENGTH(really funny type,isn't it?)
after telling judges frm where do i get strength, 1 of them told me that q, is what r u strengths...after taking a pause i just said i don't have any strength except my creative mind....**** off...
after dat they asked me to sing...wow i just thought dat yaa this might be a time to show ur positive pts..... but what happened....sala pura besura garaha tha main...


last week i just went in a seminar of IT deppt. and was watching there seminar and just picking the pts that where do other make mistakes in a seminar.... after a 4hr seminar i was quite happy bcoz i have learned a lot from others mistakes.
today i realised dat instead of knowing everything where we do mistakes....
so today i learned a lesson that rather learning from others mistakes try to learn from you owm mistakes...
i hope from from today's experience i wont make same mistakes in my next seminar on 25th feb.2010.